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I was in for something I did not want, something that was going to be hard and quite literally something I could possibly die from. I said goodbye to my wife, and my children as they wheeled me into the operating room.
I took a deep breath from the oxygen mask as the room got dark, maybe for the last time. Six hours later, I woke up. Tube in my throat. Pacemaker leads going up from middle of my stomach attaching to my heart. There was a catheter tube putting fluids directly into my heart. Another catheter so I could pee in a bag. Joe Marino pre-op I got here because I was trying so hard to make it on Twitch.
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Doesn't mean they do not try but really, it is an art, plus a hell of a lot of luck. This is where the obsession with Twitch came in for me. I was busting my arse on my own. Doing everything I could, making the money getting the deals but Twitch never noticed me. This is absolutely insane to think about. How the fuck did I even get here? Because, honestly, I don't know why people watch me. Because, why did I watch twitch streams back in the day? Because I liked chilling with a broadcaster and a community of like minded people who just wanted to kick the shit and have fun with gaming.
This year, has been a whirlwind on twitch. It took a mental toll on me for sure. Made me actually wonder and question my choices and what the fuck I was doing and made me extremely self-conscious. It also put me into this really shitty routine of streaming, eating bad, reading stupid shit, being in a bad mood, and regurgitating almost every day. But now, it burnt me the fuck out. I have gone from chilling and kicking the shit with you guys to being self conscious of myself not being entertaining or up to the standards of other communities. Almost like I needed to constantly defend what I built. It made me sour. It also made me realize that I needed a break and more focus on my life.
As much as I like streaming, it is all I do. Before you say you only stream hours a day Like, be realistic here people. I love streaming still, give me a week to just get out of my slump. I'm thinking of getting a therapist, look at in-door rock climbing, eating healthier, just doing shit different. I'm trying to change and I need time. I want to be excited to stream every day and be in a good mood, I don't want to be stuck in a routine. I'm sick of view count and sub numbers. I need to not give a shit anymore. Consistency is key to streaming, but there is such thing as being TOO consistent.
I want to miss you guys, just like I want you to miss me.